Journal July 2013

Journal Monday July 8th 2013 6:56 p.m.
Kristina and I went to Grandma's house to say goodbye to mom, dad, grandma, janet elizabeth grant Sarah Mason and Joshy. Dad give a father's blessing to Grant for his upcoming deployment. Elizabeth pretended to be asleep the whole time, what a stinker. She smirked when we talk to her and tickled her.

A few days ago and Christina and I were in the swimming pool at the hotel, she had an absence seizure, where she stares and is unaware of her surroundings. My heart went out her.

A few weeks ago I had a dream that I saw the year old version of set holding Elizabeth and that the teenage version of set with also there. we met at the fork in the road in Leeds just before Ron and Carol's house.

Christina and I had a safe drive. We are now in Payson in a restaurant waiting for mark spencer Katie and Nathaniel.

Journal, Tuesday July 8, 2013, 7:29 pm I worked from 8 to 6:30 pm today. I took an hour and a half long lunch break so I could nap and visit with Kristina. I worked a total of 9 hours.

Kristina and I are enjoying karaoke art Provo Beach resort.

Journal, Wed, July 10, 2013 , 6:58 p.m. I worked a total of 8.5 goods today from 8 am to 6:30 pm. Kristina visited me twice for about a half hour each time and I took a nap. I an grateful Kristina brought me leftovers for lunch and my book (both of which I had forgotten and agreed her to bring). She also bought us both some food at Rumbi's.

She had her first appointment at my dentist and got her teeth cleaned.they recommend a new crown.

Journal, July 11, 2013, 6:40 am Kristina let me sleep through the night and I am awake an hour earlier feeling energetic.

Yesterday Kristina was in pain and feeling grouchy from having her teeth cleaned and was still feeling silly.

Last night Kristina yelled to me for help from the kitchen. I ran downstairs to see what the problem was. It sounded like a real emergency. She was in the kitchen laughing because she has spilled spaghetti noodles all over the stove. She tried putting them out of their packaging into a Ziploc bag but missed. She said "I'm still drugged"

Journal Saturday July 13th 2013 10:02 p.m. Kristina came to support me at the 5k this morning. it was put on by the Provo Married Student 26th ward. Free registration! Kristina joined Annie Chadderdon in walking the race. It made me feel good to see Kristina. She has no idea how much that means to me. The race was at 8 am.

I finished 3rd with a time of 22:30 (small race). I won a 10 dollar gift certificate to Amazon. I used it to purchase two moves: Maverick and Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.

We also went to Payson where Katie and Spencer were celebrating Nathaniel's 2nd birthday. He gestured for me to get him a glass of orange juice. I poured it for him. Kristina kindly prompted him to say thank you. He smiled and made the ASL sign for "thank you." I thought that was cute.Journal, Sunday, July 14, 9:15 am Kristina and i are in London attending Paul and Aly Clifford's ward, listening to the farewell of Cami Thomas.

On our way home from Payson last night, we picked up a hitchhiker named Mate who needed to meet a friend at the airport. Mate's girlfriend had left him stranded without a way to get back to his home in Elko, Nevada. Kristina mentioned this was our service for the day and that prompted him to ask us if we were Mormons. We had a good talk with him about the church. It turns out he's read the Work and the Glory.

Journal, Monday, July 15, 2013, 7:16 am Back to the grind.

Poor Kristina has had stomach pains yesterday and today. I took her to the InstaCare in Provo. She's not pregnant, and does not have kidney stones or gall stones. But she's still in pain.

 Journal Wednesday July 17th 2013 6:55 am I totally forgot to write my journal yesterday, so I am putting down one thing that I put about kristina that I appreciate. this was the most recent thing in my ever-growing list of things I appreciate about her. 

Ashleigh's cousin, Brianna Call, adopted the kitten we found at Petco the other day and we are grateful to her.

7/16/13 Uses her when money to pay for extra snacks she wants and that are not on the grocery list.

Journal, Thursday, July 18, 2013, 8:01 am Kristina is thrilled to be back working at the Orem Wendy's. I am, too.

After she got off work, we applied for a credit card with Southwest airlines. We will cancel our American express when the new credit card arrives.

I will start studying for the Air Force Officer test.

I just finished the Journal of Best Practices. I am grateful Grant gave me that book. I highlighted many great ideas that I hope will serve me again and again in the future.

Journal July Friday 19th 2013 7:07 a.m.

 I made Kristina breakfast in bed. I made eggs, toast, and sausage. She made it better by getting us chocolate milk to share. I did it to show her how much I appreciate her and to express regret for the negative things I've done the past year.

We had some nice family time at the Provo recreation center. It's walking distance from our town house. We did zumba and swam together.

Journal, Saturday, July 20, 2013, 7:23 pm I just accidentally delete this journal entry and an rewriting it. Funny.

Kristina and I did sealings at the temple. We love passing by the room where we were sealed.

Kristina and I both had dreams last night with some shocking similarities. I made a vice recording about it.

Journal, July 21, 2013, 2:42 pm I have made it a goal not to yell at Kristina at all this week. I hand wrote the details of how I will achieve that goal.

I smiled today when I saw Kristina smiling and winking at me when I played the organ. She has no idea how much that means to me.

 Monday July 22nd 3:37 p.m. I went boating at Utah Lake with ned, Kim Nick Sarah Jane and Nixon. I woke up at 440 this morning so I could get out of work at 530 and get enough hours to work. I am at their house in just finished dressing and we'll go back to work until 7 o'clock p.m. tonight

Journal, Tuesday, July 23, 2013, 9:36 ppm I'm at Pizza Pie Cafe enjoying karaoke with Kristina. I am doing it to focus on get neds, which includes speaking her live language: Quality Time. As an added bonus I am lashing up on carbs for my 5k tomorrow.

I had an epiphany when I was praying on the way to work a few days ago. The root of all my unreasonable irritation with Kristina is selfishness: wanting more time to myself, more money to myself, making her do what I want. I have sought her feedback on how I can improve as a husband. Diagnosing the root of the problems had been refreshingly liberating, like receiving a diagnosis from a doctor. That's because when th know the ailment, the treatment is easy to figure out. I have been praying to fulfill her needs more than mine, love her more than money, more than anything insignificant.

Journal, Wednesday, July 24, 2013 9:23 am Kristina and I are driving home in her carfrom the temple to temple run.  It was a 5k from the old Provo temple to the site of the new city center temple. I finished with a time of 21:52. That's a 39 second improvement over the ward 5k a week and a half ago, and a 38 second improvement over the 5k in Leeds on July 4.

Kristina felt bad because even though she was at the finish line, she didn't see me finish. It was very crowded. We didn't see each other until 40 minutes after I finished the race.

Journal Thursday July 25th 10:02 p.m. I am pooped. Giving blood yesterday right after a 5k was a bad idea. I have felt weak and sore all day.

Kristina and I attended the wedding of Ben Warner, (Kristina's cousin) and Samantha Gustafson (who used to be in my ward).

Journal Friday July 26 2013 6:08 p.m. I slept in this morning until 8o'clock because I still felt tired from the blood and doing a 5k on same day. That meant I got to have a nice morning with Kristina. She made us breakfast, sausage eggs over easy and toast. We watched an episode of 7th heaven, and we laughed in and played together like kids until we both had to go to work. She worked from 10 30 to 40, & I worked from 10 30 to 5:15

Journal Sunday July 28th 2013 5:16 p.m. Kristina and I gave talks in sacrament meeting, sang in choir, then rushed to Lindon vendor before our sacrament meeting ended. We heard her cousin, Samantha Harris, speak on her mission to Ecuador. It was humorous and touching.

Journal Monday July 29th 2013 7:09 p.m. I contacted LDS family services about getting anger management. I will call them back to set up an appointment.

Kristina and I are going to get parents' house to watch TV. Her folks are in Carlsbad, California for two weeks.

Journal Wednesday July 31st 7:18 p.m. Christina is doing Visiting Teaching and some Relief Society activity with the the ward. I am taking my piggy bank money and doing some window shopping to see what I want to buy. I'm thinking of buying an Amazon gift card and purchasing a few things from my wishlist.